Tuesday, September 18, 2012


The thought on my mind lately has been the future. Near future, far future, really everything. When I started high school I was sure about everything you could imagine, from what color the cloths on the tables for my wedding to how I was going to parent my children. Right now I am a junior and I'm not even sure if I want kids or if I even want table cloths in my wedding. I am debating on whether I want to go straight into college after high school or wait a year and work. I mean all I want as a stressed out teenager is to move out and get an apartment with my best friend. It's crazy. I constantly amaze myself at how I can change my mind in an instant. I know I need to just live and let things go but sometimes I cant. With tons of homework and not tht many friends here in my new city, I swear I'm becoming like those kids I used to make fun of just a year ago. Going to the library and doing homework and not really talking to anyone. Ahh, my mind is overflowing with wide ranges of thoughts and emotions.

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Day 12: To Someone You Hate Most

I don't really hate anyone but I have been hurt before. I don't have anyone to write to. I may tell people I hate them because I am angry that moment, doesn't mean I am. So this is my letter for today. Trying to get back in track and not get behind in posting my letters.

Day 11: To A Deceased Persone You Eish You Could Meet

Dear Mamaw and Papaw,
Even though technically I have met you before, I want to meet you again where I can remember fully and talk to you guys. I have heard so much about you guys and to me, y'all are amazing. I really do wish you were here to see me, though you are looking down on me from above. I love you guys. See you one day!


Saturday, June 16, 2012

Day 10: To Someone You Don't Talk To As Much As You Would Like To

Dear Mimi,
Even though I wanted to live with mom doesn't mean I don't love you. Even though there will be miles between us, I still want you in my life. Maybe you can't finally be a grandparent to Nate and I instead of a parental figure. I love you and miss you!


Day 9: To Someone You Wish You Could Meet

Dear Eminem,
I love your music. You have been through some pretty rough times and I love how you haven't gotten dragged into the typical rap subjects like other artists. You write about your true feelings and experiences even if they can be a little violent. I hope everything goes right in the future and you never stop making albums!


Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Day 8: To Your Favorite Internet Friend

Dear Sean,
Oh my, I miss you so much. We have known eachother for a couple of years and we went from friends to like dating to being to best friends. I can tell to anything and even though we have drifted apart, just know that no matter what, I will always love you and you can always come to me for anything. I honestly hope your doing good. I miss Skyping and texting you till all hours of the night and even falling asleep. I miss you and I love you! Hope to talk to you soon.


Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Day 7: To Your Ex-Crush/Boyfriend

Dear Ziha,
Unfortunately I wasted a couple paragraphs on you in my life story, and I turned the page a long time ago. Hopefully someone will teach you a lesson on only talking to one girl! Have a nice life.


Monday, June 11, 2012

Day 6: To A Stranger

Dear Stranger,
Well, first off, I don't know you or who you are! So I don't exactly know what to say. How are you? How was your day today? I'm currently watching Mr.Popper's Penguins. It's a pretty funny movie. I really wish it was winter an I was in Virginia because that's where I used to live and it's pretty cold up there in the winters. I really love ice skating. Texas isn't exactly great for me. I like cities and the cold. It's 90% country and hot. Haha, well time to get back to the movie. Adios!


Day 5: To Your Dreams

(One day late)

Dear Dreams,
I really don't know what to say but I know that my dream is to become a photographer for national geographic and then open my own business and you know, things might not go as I am planning but hey that's okay.. God has my plan already going. I have faith!


Saturday, June 9, 2012

Day 4: To Your Sibling

Dear Nate, Even though you are my only brother and we constantly fight, we do have some cool moments when we pause our fighting. I know we have been through some pretty rough patches but things are really settling down finally. I love you so much. You are my little brother and if anyone ever hurts you (besides me), tell me, because no one is allowed to hurt and pick on you. Things have really changed and we don't exactly have deep conversations anymore and I wish things would go back to normal but I do understand if that's not possible. Keep being you and follow your dreams and I honestly can't wait to watch you play in the NFL! XOXOXOXO Love your sister, Nikk

Friday, June 8, 2012

It's On My Bucket List

Day 3: To Your Parents

Disclaimer: My biological father in not in my life. Dear Mom, I want to thank you for always being there for me and never giving up on me. I understand I do get on your nerves and make you super duper mad but its never for a long time, you just shrug it off. You are my mom, my best friend, and my hero. I love that I can talk to you about anything in the world and not be judged. Not to mention we can act silly together (ex. the picture above)! I love you with all my being and don't ever give up on me! XOXOXO Love Your Babygirl, Nikki

His Name Is Tiny And He Is All Mine

Thursday, June 7, 2012


As I am starting to realize that I can easily post my photography up on my blog, hopefully I will get recognized in the "Photo World" (as I like to call it). I honestly love photography and it has been my passion for years... Though, I'm only 16. If I can get a jump start now in my career then hell yeah! I'll take that opportunity. Everyone tells me that the odds are stacked against me but I don't like to think of it that way. I am determined to make something of my photography if it is the last thing I do. I love photography. I love what I can do to simple things and make them into something so beautiful (as I have been told). It's my passion and I am 100% sure I will never get tired of it. If you saw me, I would have my iPhone 4 snapping pictures of random things and enhancing color. I could and have spent hours taking and editing pictures. Haha, I love it!

Another Shot Of Beautiful Coldspring!

Coldspring, Texas!

It's been a great couple of days being here in Coldspring and getting to know my grandparents. Things are really starting to fall in place. I am truly blessed to have the people in my life, in my life... If that makes any sense. I am also happy that my grandma, Malisa, has showed me the ways of this site because I have a feeling that I will soon be addicted to Blogger!

Day 2: Your Crush

To Whom It May Concern,
To be honest, I don't have a "crush" on anyone right now. I have been in Coldspring for a few days. Before I can here my family was going through a rough patch with my brothers suicide attempt, livin with friends, and tension between us. So the last couple months I haven't worried about guys in a long time. I personally think that is a very good thing because I have spent more time with my mom and brother. Also because I won't be living in Denton I didn't want to get attached. But maybe soon I will be settled down and get back to worrying about guys like a regular teenage girl. Haha.


Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Day 1: To Your Best Friend

Dear Sara,
I can believe that this year on September 13th it will have been 5 years since we have been best friends. I remember in 6th grade I absolutely couldn't stand you. I called you puma girl because of a sweater you wore a lot. I have loved the fact that we have become sisters and can tell eachother everything and just by either looking at you or you saying/typing one sentence I can tell something is wrong. Even though we were never able to go to high school together, I know we will have more freedom into college and hey, maybe even end up at the same college. I truly love you with all my heart and I know that no matter how many fights/arguments we go through we will always continue to be friends. I am one blessed girl to be able to have you in my life and to be able to laugh and tell you anything.. Even if I call at 3 in the morning. I could literally go on and on about times we have had fun together or hardships but that might take years. Thanks for always being there for me when I was in need, you can always count on me.


30 Day Letter Challenge

I have decided to try a 30 day challenge. This one happens to be a letter challenge. I am writing because I feel like this will bring back fond memories and help me learn a little more about myself each and every day I write!

Testing 1, 2, 3

Testing testing!